19 april `06

hee.
todae ii got guitar lessons.
so rock rock. ((:
u can imagine the teacher playing and singing..
so cool.
how i wish i could do that.
he was singing the untitled by simple plan.
i'm fretting over whether how i could improve by playing it faster..
especially the " c " note..
it's like very hard )):
maybe guitar wasn`t what i had expected..
tmr 's my worst dae..
i'm gonna get..
embarassment like MT teacher liao..
don't know who's the fu\\c\\k\\ing person who wrote on steph's book.
i'll kill him. i promise. <3>

It has been a long time seen i last updated my blog.
I really miss my best friends : Joelle and Weiyi.
I hope that they are really happy..
Happy with their friends..
Wish 'em the best.. (:

For so long..
I'm still kinda sad in my new school..
Missing my friends..
In my class, got one girl 's chinese name is Weiyi..
Well, it makes me think of her..
Hahas..

OOps!*
i have some homework that i haven't DO yet!
GOTTA GO!
bye! (:

well..
just now quarrelled with alison jie..
though.. not really a quarrell.. [ i think ]
to me, it's a quarrel..
well, my mood's not really good these few days..
feeling kinda blue..
reasons :
[1] leaving LPS
[2] leaving 6.3
[3] leaving my bez friends
[4] having a new life soon
[5] everything's gonna change
[6] everyone's gonna get separated
[7] there's no one i know in my new class [ except Gina ]
[8] got embarassed
[9] uncle sebastian keep scaring me with his so - called cute puppy.
[10] NO REASONS. I JUST FEEL BLUE.

Argh.
Sometimes my uncle can make me feel REALLY IRRITATED with his stupid doggie.
keep bringing the doggie and scaring ME WITH IT.
I REALLY WILL GO CRAZY ONE DAY.
I like the looks of dogs..
BUT HATE IT WHEN IT COMES NEAR ME.
I REALLY CAN KILL THAT DOG.
They really must make me lose my temper then they 'll be happy~
ARGHHHHHHH!
i really very very very angry..
i 'm gonna go crazy..
somehow..
i miss my 7 yrs old cousin..
on that day..
when my bro and me was leaving msia..
i could remember how his face was..
so sad..
and at that moment..
i really wanted to CRY
i just couldn't stand those ppl who are close to me to be sad..
when they cry..
i'll cry with them..
though i dunnoe what's the reason..
but it makes me feel better..



well..
i really dun wanna go Pasir Ris Crest liaos.
that school really.. really... 's too strict.
my earrings re not allowed. [ DAMMIT ]
my earrings.. i've just bought it.. and they tell me that they're not allowed?
WTH.
Ear Studs...
* sigh *
i really wanna wear my earring.
well..
no horror books allowed.
no harry potter books allowed.
okayys..
i don't read Harry Potter anyway..
So it's fine with me..
BUT !
no HORROR books??!!
i need to read horror books !!
i REALLY need to read horror books~~
cos it gives me new ideas to spook my new classmates.
LOL.
well..
i hope my home teacher is someone nice..
hope she'll be a girl..
hope she won't be someone who screams loudly..
who's stuckup~
who's not boring [ if she's a boring teacher, i SWEAR i will sleep ! ]
Yeahhs..
SLEEP.
7.10 i must reach school..
so i 'll wake up early..
around 6.00am.
there'll be camping too..
DAMMIT
i hate camping .
got a lot of mosquitoes.
haiishh..
'tuupid mosquitoes!*

kks*
i'll end here ;
i wanna fix my blog liaos..
my cinderella song.. x(
it's all gone.
so i wanna put another song.~
maybe a nice song..
okeyys.
if i write more..
i'll have no time to edit my blog liaos.
buhh byez.*

I sit in the park where I dwell,
For this boy I love so well.
He took my heart away from me,
Now he wants to set me free.
I see a girl on his lap,
He says things to her he never said to me.
I ran home to cry on my bed,
Not a word to mother was said.
Father came home late that night,
He looked at me from left to right.
He saw me hanging from a rope,
He took his knife to cut me down.
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave,
Dig it deep.
Dig my grave,
From head to feet.
And on the top place a dove.
And remember this,
I died for love...

If I told you there was someone who loves you
If I told you that he loves you for who you are
If I told you that he cries when you're far apart
Would you believe me?
If I told you that he's happy he made you
If I told you that he smiles when he sees your face
If I told you that he died just to take your place
Would you believe me?
How can I help you to realize
This love before your eyes
Its bliss, the kiss of life you've never known before
If I told you that he knows all your nightmares
If I told you that he hurts for your hurting heart
If I told you that his love can destroy the dark
Would you believe me?
If I told you that he lived just to love you
If I told you that he lived just to die for you
If I told you that he lives in this human heart
Would you believe me?
Who do You Belong to?
I know where I am headed
Do You?