Late Update! :)

Friday, August 31, 2007

Sorry people for not updating my blog for...... weeks?

Hahas, alright. So I'm going to post the pictures that Jiawen, Thadsha, Stephanie and I took at Raffles place! (while doing history project)

And then, you came asking me this:
"Does it brings you memories?"


Thought I could handle this but I guess I can't anymore.
I'm going to break down,
and I'm tired.


Will update soon..

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

I will update my blog soon with new pictures that I took last Friday while doing our history project..

So yeah, I will post a more interesting one tomorrow or this friday! :D


I think I'm suffering from depression.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

I thought I was retarded only.
But something proved me wrong.

I am not only retarded, but also suffering from depression.



From Healthwise

If you have depression, you may feel hopeless and sad or stop feeling pleasure from almost everything you do. You may feel “down in the dumps,” tearful, or discouraged. You may also be irritable or anxious or have low energy levels. The symptoms of depression are often subtle at first. It can be hard to recognize that symptoms may be connected and that you might have depression.

The two most significant symptoms of depression are:

  • Sadness or hopelessness.
  • Loss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activities.

Other symptoms include:

  • Losing or gaining weight because of changes in appetite.
  • Sleeping too much or not enough.
  • Feeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving takes a great effort.
  • Feeling tired all the time.
  • Feeling unworthy or guilty without an obvious reason.
  • Having problems concentrating, remembering, or making decisions.
  • Thinking often about death or suicide.

If you have at least five of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, and one of the symptoms is either sadness or loss of interest, you are diagnosed with major depression. But, if you have fewer than five symptoms, you may still be depressed and need treatment.

Many health professionals see people with general symptoms that may be difficult to link to depression. These symptoms, which commonly occur with depression, include:

  • Having headaches and other body aches and pains.
  • Having digestive problems, including constipation or diarrhea.
  • Losing interest in sex or being unable to perform sexually.
  • Feeling anxious or worried without an obvious reason.
  • Blaming yourself or others for your depression.
  • Not moving or talking for hours.

Other symptoms of depression may include:

  • Overeating and weight gain (rather than loss of appetite).
  • Oversleeping (rather than insomnia).
  • Increased tearfulness, anger, and generally not feeling well, along with anxiety and tension.
  • Sometimes, a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.
  • Sensitivity to rejection.

Depression is a serious problem for people of any age, and older adults with symptoms of depression should seek treatment right away. Depression in older adults can cause confusion or forgetfulness (although some medications can cause these symptoms as well). Depression has also been identified as a significant risk factor for death in older adults with heart problems.

It is important to recognize the early warning signs of depression so that you can get treatment. If you think you may have depression, take a short quiz to evaluate your symptoms:

Depression can lead to suicide. The warning signs of suicide change with age.

  • Warning signs of suicide in children and teens may include preoccupation with death or suicide or a recent breakup of a relationship.
  • Warning signs of suicide in adults may include alcohol or substance abuse, recent job loss, or divorce.
  • Warning signs of suicide in older adults may include the recent death of a partner or diagnosis of a life-limiting illness.

Sigh, I miss Papa. He's in Thai now.
Mummy miss Papa more, because she seems to be so listless nowadays.

I wish you could just let go of the past.
And say you love me again.



Tuesday, August 21, 2007

It hurts the most to say goodbye.

You could have just told me.


I coloured my hair!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Okay, before you see my 'coloured hair',
I made a few icons for you guys. (AGAIN!)

I took the pictures from HSM, Unlike the world, but editing, designing and colouring is all done by me using photoshop(:

As usual, LOVE me for making these.

Credit me or so if you are using them for commercial purposes blah blahx..

avril lavigne

New blogskin!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

You might be asking this question to yourself :
Is Gladys back to making icons and blogskins again?

Sadly, NO.

I've always been making icons and blogskins, just that I didn't bother to submit them.
And yes, my passion for them has never died, committed suicide or whatever you name it.

It's always there.

And there, here's another skin that I've submitted to

One of Those Girls

Click on the image above to see the blogskin.

Of course, this skin is inspired by the song, One of Those Girls by Avril Lavigne itself.

The song goes like this:
I know your kind of girl
You only care about one thing
Who you've seen or where you've been
Who's got money

I see that look in your eyes
It tells a million lies
But deep inside I know why
You're talking to him

I know what you're all about
I really hope he figures it out

She's one of those girls, nothing but trouble
Just one look, and now you're seeing double
Before you know it she'll be gone
Off to the next one

She's so good that you won't see it coming
She'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broken she'll be gone
Off to the next one

She's going to be the end of you
At least that's what they say
It's been a while, you're in denial
And now it's too late

The way she looks it makes you high
All the warning signs
Cause her blonde hair, her blue eyes
It makes you want to die

I know what she's all about
I really hope you figure it out

She's one of those girls, nothing but trouble
Just one look, and now you're seeing double
Before you know it she'll be gone
Off to the next one

She's so good that you won't see it coming
She'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broken she'll be gone
Off to the next one

You know it's a game, You know it's a game
She's keeps playing around with your head
Playing around with your head

She's so insane, So insane
She's the one to blame
She's the one to blame

She's one of those girls, nothing but trouble
Just one look, and now you're seeing double
Before you know it she'll be gone
Off to the next one

She's so good that you won't see it coming
She'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broken she'll be gone
Off to the next one

Off to the next one…

You can listen to this at Imeem.

Lyrics : here

And that's all for today! :D


The greatest news --- New icons!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Guess what I did during the past one hour?
... Making icons!

(Finally yeah? Hahas!)

Yeps, icons are all made and designed by me.
Rules and conditions still apply to these icons!
(Can be used for MSN display photo, avatars and etc.)

Planning to use them for making blogskin or other commerical/public purposes?
No problem, credit me.

For more icons, you can click on the heart about that indicates 'visitors'.
Then, pick Icons and there'll be more icons waiting for you!

And finally,
I shall end this post with a big big smile (:



Monday, August 13, 2007

Whoever is/ARE spamming my tagboard, let me get this fucking straight:



Challenge me yeah?
We'll SEE.

Kuku? (IP:
Aww, fancy yourself using the name that I gave to Hitler. Oh well, since you like the name 'kuku' so much....

Allhailhitler? (IP:
Aww, that's really sweet. You might as well just suck his 'sweet' dicky.

Oh and besides, how'd you know how long I've been learning about him?
How can you ASSUME that I've just learned?

Something's very wrong..
Just use your brains before tagging my tagboard. You've already given yourself away, TSKTSK.

Oh yeah, forgot to add in.
Since reading my blog offended you in some ways, then get lost la!


I shall talk about today(:

Thanks to Jiawen, I was able to survive today's lessons.
But after recess, I BEGGED her to give me another mint but she refused.

"Very expensive one leh..."
"Cannot la... I need it for every morning.."
"I give you back tomorrow okay!!!"
"I give you 3 mints if you give me this very last one!"

Now you know, how stingy Jiawen is!!
Just for a mint that is hardly bigger than 0.5cm!

Hahahahahahs, but at least she gave me earlier.

During chinese lesson, Thadsha and I walked from the home-ec room and she got emo and started holding my shoulder and I held back hers.

There was this stupid teacher who knows nothing about friendship and told us off, "Girls, do you think you have to do that while walking?"

Apparently, he'd already mistaken as for 'lesbians'.

Oh man, so if he does that to his BEST FRIEND, he's a gay?

I've never met such stupid teachers. ARGH.

And yes, remembered that today is the FIRST DAY OF HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL?
(Fuck, received a dozen of chainletters in my inbox)

Something creepy happened to me today!

I was entering the lift and before I could even turn back to press "4", the lift just closed immediately behind me!

It didn't happened in these past few years. Normally, lifts would stay there for 1 minute or so before closing the door.

Call me retarded or dumb because I closed my eyes in the lift and praying that I wouldn't see anything that have the ability to frighten me to death.

Thank goodness the stupid lift door opened!!!!!!!

I rushed out and within two second, the door CLOSED IMMEDIATELY.
And it all happened before I could even turn back and see.

I know this might freak some of you guys out there but..............

weird things do happen during........ the seventh month.



Mints have been put to good use

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Just when I was feeling down..

Just when I was going to break down..

Just when I was going to cry..


Without it, I think I'd been dead by now.
They give me a sense of security and I feel better after taking them :)

Sigh, haven't been really sleeping well these few days.
Guess what I saw in the mirror this morning when I woke up?

A half-living human with bloodshot eyes and horrible eyebags.
Hair was in a tangled mess and eyes were swollen.

Hahas, this must be one of the lucky years that I managed to look that bad.

Many things are running through my mind as I type every single word now..
But I can't share it openly, in the public.

Sometimes, things are better left unsaid.

Okay, I have to stop before this Gladys-is-oh-so-sad gets into your head.

Anyway yesterday, Sandy, Charlene and I went to Marina Square for shopping?
More like camwhoring.

We went to Yoshika or whatever that shop is and ate our lunch.


Damn, it was delicious just that the vegetables were not really cooked.

Next, we walked around and took a picture of the luminous floor!

And walked out of Marina Square due to boredom..

This is a fountain!

And we walked down the staircase..


Walked across the greenest grass ever..

And there, lies Esplanade resting peacefully in Singapore..

Sandy and me with her green tea ice cream!

We walked to the esplanade mall across the street..

Thank god, there was a art gallery thing, so it kinda amused us as we were quite bored.

And thats how we fell in love with the lift..
Just like how Romeo fell in love with Juliet..

That smile won't last long.

Went out of the museum again.. And just took photos randomly! hahas.

It was really bored and we went back to Marina Square.

Alas, we saw this retarded fish and we just had to follow it and make fun of it!!

A retarded fish.

Found another one.

My favourite fish!

Lalalalallax, we walked to Toy'R'Us and took a photo..

Apparently, we were sitting on this royal sofa but my camera couldn't capture it.

And I suppose thats all for today?

Sigh, I've to keep eating more mints to keep myself from doing anything silly.
Things like... crying?

I dont know.

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