Mother nature gave us girls one of the best gifts - intuition. The ability to sense something is wrong or amiss and 70% of the time we're always right about it.
Amidst this lovey dovey honeymoon period I'm going through, my intuition tells me otherwise. Though he always reassures me that everything is fine , there is still a little doubt in everything he says. I feel like I'm defying my own intuition... I've been suppressing my own emotions and the urge to clear things up because I know this will definitely threaten our relationship. It's not the right thing to do, but our relationship is still shaky and there's still a lot more balancing to do.
Hopefully the feeling will wear off soon, I hate what I'm feeling, I really don't wanna be suspicious and doubtful about this whole thing. Sigh
Suddenly, the feeling is back......
During that period when I was still working at BBC, I used to love to stand at the coffee bar area so I could see his tattoo-ed hands and his wristlet, skilfully cutting up carrots or either preparing dishes. The sight of it made me feel so so so attracted to him. The feeling cannot be described..
Since I quit BBC, I kinda forgot how it feels like, from the very first time I saw him, and those times when I'd just stand there and get all distracted by his presence. However that day when I went to look for him, I had to wait a while more for him to knock off. As I stood at the coffee bar talking to Janice, I looked in and I saw his hands.. The feeling came back. My heart started to pump really fast, and there were suddenly butterflies in my stomach again. The warm fuzzy feeling was taking all over me.. It made me realise how much I miss working at BBC (with my previous colleagues: Hil, Ezan, Mel, Khai, Arfian) and because of BBC, I learned so many things, I got to meet so many wonderful people, and of course, him. It also made me realise that I fell for him was because he was so sexy in the kitchen. HAHAHAHAHA. Joking. It was the thrill.. I remembered we used to peck at the back when no one was looking. So much excitement. Damn.
I can never be thankful enough, thank you fate
Went Zirca the other day with Breasty and Benbok. Supposedly Gina, Jiale, Virgil, Weiyang and Matthew were supposed to come but they pangseh us last min :(
So yup..
The crowd was small that night, but nevertheless, Eddy was right. The ratio of guys that night was more than the ratio of girls, considering that it was LADIES night. -_- Haha.
Oooh, and I saw Sheila there! She gave us 6 free drinks coupon because she said she's there to chill. Haha ~_~
Anyway, that night was considered quite scary, because there were MANY things approaching us.. There was this super duper ugly one who think he is super cool and handsome just kept coming near us. I'm sorry, but I JUST HAD TO SCOLD HIM OFF.
"Can you please stay away from us?"
"What? I'm just dancing here"
"Oh dance until from there til here ah?"
Tsk.........
I really need to FIX MY HAIR COLOUR. Wtf look at the black roots fucking ugly!!!!
Had a crazy nightt.. Our feet hurt like MAD, I swear literally like MAD after 5 hours of continuous grooving and mooving on the dance floor, haha.
Anyway Jiale's birthday chalet was on a Monday, 9th at Downtown chalet :)
Haven't met this precious girl of mine since a year ago?! I'm so glad she finished her A levels!!! :) In fact, all my friends who have finished their A's!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19TH BABY! I owe you a present :p
:)
I am so glad I met up with so many of my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE IS GOOD!
I miss hilary pang, the bbc people, and ken too :(
The relationship between Capricorn and Sagittarius can go either way. The warm hearted and witty Sagittarius appeals to Capricorn. Sagittarius finds the Capricorn intellectual and stimulating in the art of conversation. There are some differences between these two signs with Sagittarius being the more fun loving and playful whereas Capricorn yearns for the quieter life. At first the Capricorn may start getting irritated by Sagittarius carefree attitude and the Sagittarius could frustrated with Capricorn's stubbornness. Problems can occur with both signs becoming increasingly bored and find these traits in each other to be tiresome. However all is not lost, Sagittarius and Capricorn have a lot to learn from each other. Sagittarius brings fun into Capricorn's life and shows them how to be more sociable and relaxed around other people. Capricorn teaches Sagittarius how to be more practical minded and responsible over things that really matter. In time Sagittarius and Capricorn can grow to appreciate the finer qualities each has to offer. Sagittarius and Capricorn do work well together. The imaginative Sagittarius gives Capricorn the inspiration, dreams and ideas from which the practical Capricorn can turn into a reality. If both Sagittarius and Capricorn are willing to compromise, work on their differences and take the time to listen and understand each other, there is no reason why these two cannot have a happy long lasting relationship together.
Source: ZAH
This is so damn accurate..
A surprise visit by my dearie pie! He came by and we went to Summerbreeze for booze, then Chompchomp for supperz, and went Pasir Ris Farmway for prawning!
It was damn epic though. I pulled the prawn and the prawn flew and got stuck on the rooftop with a loud thump! HAHA. Everybody was laughing because I think they kinda pity the prawn :/ Oh well... Always have a great time with dear!!
This coming Tuesday we're going down to Joan Bowen Cafe recommended by Louis. It's a date with my dearie, but more of a meaningful one because the staffs there have special needs. Can't wait for this meaningful date!
I feel there's more stability in our relationship now because we stopped having cold wars with each other, and instead, there's more understanding and effort put in :)
