Sorry people for not updating my blog for...... weeks?

Hahas, alright. So I'm going to post the pictures that Jiawen, Thadsha, Stephanie and I took at Raffles place! (while doing history project)
































And then, you came asking me this:
"Does it brings you memories?"
"Yes."

Because,

Thought I could handle this but I guess I can't anymore.
I'm going to break down,
and I'm tired.

I will update my blog soon with new pictures that I took last Friday while doing our history project..

So yeah, I will post a more interesting one tomorrow or this friday! :D

I thought I was retarded only.
But something proved me wrong.

I am not only retarded, but also suffering from depression.

Depression

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Symptoms

From Healthwise

If you have depression, you may feel hopeless and sad or stop feeling pleasure from almost everything you do. You may feel “down in the dumps,” tearful, or discouraged. You may also be irritable or anxious or have low energy levels. The symptoms of depression are often subtle at first. It can be hard to recognize that symptoms may be connected and that you might have depression.

The two most significant symptoms of depression are:

• Sadness or hopelessness.
• Loss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activities.

Other symptoms include:

• Losing or gaining weight because of changes in appetite.
• Sleeping too much or not enough.
• Feeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving takes a great effort.
• Feeling tired all the time.
• Feeling unworthy or guilty without an obvious reason.
• Having problems concentrating, remembering, or making decisions.
• Thinking often about death or suicide.

If you have at least five of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, and one of the symptoms is either sadness or loss of interest, you are diagnosed with major depression. But, if you have fewer than five symptoms, you may still be depressed and need treatment.

Many health professionals see people with general symptoms that may be difficult to link to depression. These symptoms, which commonly occur with depression, include:

• Having headaches and other body aches and pains.
• Having digestive problems, including constipation or diarrhea.
• Losing interest in sex or being unable to perform sexually.
• Feeling anxious or worried without an obvious reason.
• Blaming yourself or others for your depression.
• Not moving or talking for hours.

Other symptoms of depression may include:

• Overeating and weight gain (rather than loss of appetite).
• Oversleeping (rather than insomnia).
• Increased tearfulness, anger, and generally not feeling well, along with anxiety and tension.
• Sometimes, a feeling of heaviness in the arms and legs.
• Sensitivity to rejection.

Depression is a serious problem for people of any age, and older adults with symptoms of depression should seek treatment right away. Depression in older adults can cause confusion or forgetfulness (although some medications can cause these symptoms as well). Depression has also been identified as a significant risk factor for death in older adults with heart problems.

It is important to recognize the early warning signs of depression so that you can get treatment. If you think you may have depression, take a short quiz to evaluate your symptoms:

Depression can lead to suicide. The warning signs of suicide change with age.

• Warning signs of suicide in children and teens may include preoccupation with death or suicide or a recent breakup of a relationship.
• Warning signs of suicide in adults may include alcohol or substance abuse, recent job loss, or divorce.
• Warning signs of suicide in older adults may include the recent death of a partner or diagnosis of a life-limiting illness.

It hurts the most to say goodbye.

You could have just told me.

Okay, before you see my 'coloured hair',
I made a few icons for you guys. (AGAIN!)

I took the pictures from HSM, Unlike the world, but editing, designing and colouring is all done by me using photoshop(:







As usual, LOVE me for making these.

Credit me or so if you are using them for commercial purposes blah blahx..

You might be asking this question to yourself :
Is Gladys back to making icons and blogskins again?

Sadly, NO.

I've always been making icons and blogskins, just that I didn't bother to submit them.
And yes, my passion for them has never died, committed suicide or whatever you name it.

It's always there.

And there, here's another skin that I've submitted to Blogskins.com:

One of Those Girls

Guess what I did during the past one hour?
...
...
...
... Making icons!

(Finally yeah? Hahas!)


Yeps, icons are all made and designed by me.
Rules and conditions still apply to these icons!
(Can be used for MSN display photo, avatars and etc.)

Whoever is/ARE spamming my tagboard, let me get this fucking straight:

THIS IS MY BLOG AND I HAVE THE FUCKING

RIGHTS TO WRITE ABOUT ANYONE.


Challenge me yeah?
We'll SEE.


Kuku? (IP:218.212.232.166)
Aww, fancy yourself using the name that I gave to Hitler. Oh well, since you like the name 'kuku' so much....

Allhailhitler? (IP: 58.182.212.233)
Aww, that's really sweet. You might as well just suck his 'sweet' dicky.

Oh and besides, how'd you know how long I've been learning about him?
How can you ASSUME that I've just learned?

Something's very wrong..
Just use your brains before tagging my tagboard. You've already given yourself away, TSKTSK.

Oh yeah, forgot to add in.
Since reading my blog offended you in some ways, then get lost la!


Hmph,

I shall talk about today(:

Thanks to Jiawen, I was able to survive today's lessons.
But after recess, I BEGGED her to give me another mint but she refused.

"Very expensive one leh..."
"Huh? PLEASE GIVE ME ONE.. LAST ONE I PROMISE!!!!!!!!"
"Cannot la... I need it for every morning.."
"I give you back tomorrow okay!!!"
"NOOOOOO!"
"I give you 3 mints if you give me this very last one!"
"NOOOOOOOOO!"

Just when I was feeling down..

Just when I was going to break down..

Just when I was going to cry..


CLORETS OCEAN MINTS SAVED MY LIFE!



Without it, I think I'd been dead by now.
They give me a sense of security and I feel better after taking them :)



Sigh, haven't been really sleeping well these few days.
Guess what I saw in the mirror this morning when I woke up?


A half-living human with bloodshot eyes and horrible eyebags.
Hair was in a tangled mess and eyes were swollen.


Hahas, this must be one of the lucky years that I managed to look that bad.

Many things are running through my mind as I type every single word now..
But I can't share it openly, in the public.

Sometimes, things are better left unsaid.

This is a fountain!

And we walked down the staircase..

And TA-DAA!

Walked across the greenest grass ever..

And there, lies Esplanade resting peacefully in Singapore..

Sandy and me with her green tea ice cream!

That smile won't last long.

A retarded fish.

Found another one.

My favourite fish!

Apparently, we were sitting on this royal sofa but my camera couldn't capture it.