Seriously, I don't know how the shit I got into public speaking. I can neither speak nor deal with talking to a big crowd of people whom I don't know..

I think ive really got stage fright or something.. When I talk I was literally tremblig over there because it was like so freaking sudden! What the shit, and everyone in the class could speak so freaking damn well with confidence!

Don't you have to prepare your speech or something?

I'm not good with dealing crowds , I'm very sure by now.


Anyway school has just started for me, so yeah, it's gonna be hell of a busy semester, with projects and many stuffs coming up.. I can't imagine I'm going to be busy with projects again wtf. I wanna go back to Malaysiaaaa. Singapore is too much for a girl like me to handle.

Halloween's coming up so let's hope there'll be somethig exciing coming up over the weekends :)


Kkzxz anyway I'm blogging straight from the itouch. It's freaking intensive for me to type that long, when my fingers can barely type out the correct letters. (sorry, i'm kinda new to this)

Sometimes it just sucks to know that things aren't the same anymore and you can't do anything about it..

I wish things were still the same.

Once most people get to experience new stuffs and meet more new fun loving people, they will tend to forget their old friends..


I know I shouldn't be saying all this, but honestly it's really sad to know that everyone, who used to be so close in the past, feels awkward with one another and don't even talk anymore.


Maybe it's true that it was secondary school that bonded us so closely, and ever since we left secondary school, everyone somehow started to drift from one another.

I miss my ex classmates :'(
Big time.

Yesterday, I went Chompchomp with Jeslyn and Weifeng! :)
Seriously, the food was sooooooooooooooo damn good there, and not to forget, the durian mousse at Dessert Bowl. No words can express how I felt the moment I tasted the durian mousse.

You guys gotta go!!

When you enter the shop, Dessert Bowl, the smell of durian instantly hit you! Goshhhhh. Gotta upload the photos here when Jeslyn upload it on Facebook! :)



Anyway, this holiday has been by far, the most boring one in my whole entire life because usually, I'd be in Malaysia -_- So yeah, can't believe I'm stuck in Singapore doing the same thing almost everyday.


I haven't even achieved anything yet. Usually I'd set a goal to study this and that, but this holiday, I have no direction nor goal to work towards to.



Think I'm getting fatter but I. DON'T. CARE.



I just don't wanna turn into the next "Britney Spears"


Obviously the photo is photoshopped -_-

Well, my mother placed the chinese newspaper to prevent the table from getting dirty as she's been making popiahs for us the past few days. (Argh..)


Well, I saw this article "4 Things You Should Never Tell Yourself After A Breakup" and I thought I'd like to share it with my beloved readers :)



Okay la, I made it into a picture so it'd be like more attractive (like me~ JUST JOKING) heheheh. And also, partially because of all the "reblogging" of pictures of quotes from Tumblr. Oh well.

I think it's like so true la.


So those people who're still going through the after effects of a bad breakup, don't look back and reminisce the past anymore.

Afterall, it IS good to give your old toys to the less fortunate ones.

:)

I'm supposed to be doing my microecons and accounts tutorial homework right now but i'm plain lazyyy. Just lying on my couch and using the netbook, hehe :)

Sometimes I think my life is so screwed up.
Yet when I think of the people around me who love me constantly no matter what, I feel super blessed.



Life may be a bitch right now, but I'm pretty sure good things will come my way soon!




I'm craving for Tako yaki. Oh goodness..
Pasar malam at whitesands is closing this wednesday!! :(


I think I better start doing my microecons now.
NO MORE FOOD OKAY.

I'M GETTING FATTER.



Anyway, I'm quite surprised that people actually bothered to google my name (gladys) and my internet name (sugarified-x) on google. Hahaha! I think its so cute hehehe :)




P.S: Please DON'T spam my tagboard with your dumbass blogshop advertising shitz. ARGH. I've already banned those people -_-/

Yes.


BUSY SHITZ I'm going through.

I have to have a more mature perspective in many aspects of my life..
I NEED TO GROW UP.



But there're certain things I can't control in life.

I bit my lips super hard when I was sleeping that I woke up screaming, "OUCH!!"

I think I was dreaming that I was eating something..
Probably Macdonalds hotcakes or P.O.S.H brownies?!

I miss the taste and the feeling they give me, yummy..
Oh well.

Off to work now!!

-_-

 It's okay, I'm 17 (Fine, TURNING 17) and a few more years down to adulthood. Learn to be more self reliant and independent okay!!


When we got back, my brother immediately installed the Wii and my father and him spent the whole night playing it..

Sometimes I feel that as a girl at my age right now, I'm quite naive when it comes to a lot of things. Let's say it applies to almost every aspect of my life. I believe in the silliest thing, knowing that I'll probably be in for a huge disappointment. Why?

Why can't we be like ourselves like yesterday?
We can just entrust our lives to one another, trust our deepest, darkest secrets to one another.

It's no doubt people will change. I'm no exception either.



But I still want to be myself.
The future holds a lot of uncertainty.. It's dark and cold.. But someone true will be waiting at the end of the dark tunnel, shining a light through the difficult path and aiding you throughout your journey.

Life can certainly be a bitch at times, and I'm pretty sure at the end of the day the true ones around me left would be a miserable amount, however they are the ones who will truly love and appreciate me for who I am..

I know it's not the end of my O levels yet, but perodically I'd somehow have this mindset in my head it's okay for me to go shopping in the mid of my major exams.

Just f- this mindset okay!!!

It's 2.41am and I feel super awkward-cranky.

My head is burning with intense heat, yet I don't feel like sleeping.



You know the feeling of being just so tired of the world and feel like just lying on your bed all day?

I don't know why but I'm feeling this way right now.
Everyone's asleep except for this kid whose showing symptoms of insomnia and talking senseless crap argh jghdfhdfhgf!!


Omg, I seriously need to study. Bye.



This friday. This friday. This friday. marks the beginning of freedom.

P/S: I'm getting my lens this saturday!! So excited :)

That girl keeps delaying and seriously it pissed the shit out of me yet I'm already very patient 'cos she guaranteed it'd arrive before november. (But it didn't) She displays a super "heck care" attitude, occasionally show some bitch fit and I'd have given her a one tight slap if it wasn't for my lens.

Blahzx.

I'm not sure whether it's entirely wise to patronize her ever again.

Don't try to cover up your, your new flame
That's seething through your eyes.
I can see it from 10 feet away and I know
Just who is burning.
With every kiss you deny
So what makes you think, that I
Still care or still want you anymore

So how long has this been
Going on and one more thing tell me
Was she the reason you stomped on my heart
And moved on so quickly

You can call it pure torture
Watching your every move with her
Oh, just the thought of it,
Knowing what goes on between you
Makes me sick
I should've noticed, I should've noticed
When she came into the picture
You were always with her
And she's not leaving.

You called me shady
And now she's your baby doll
She drove you over,
Over to break it off
And this time just maybe
Maybe you went a little far
I'm sick of crying about,
About your new flame
That's soon to burn out.

So how long has this been
Going on and one more thing tell me
Was she the reason you stomped on my heart
And moved on so quickly

I'm done.