christmas present?

u're seriously asking for one?
NO. and NO.
youre supposed to give me a present
and not vice versa >:
hahas.
daddy's giving me a N70.
and my brother's getting a PSP :
he's pretty lucky yeah?
and he's gonna share his PSP with me >:D

oh well, after so many days of BOREDOM in malaysia,
i finally got some " what-i-call-fun" (:
i saw HW :D
and he's so darnn hot.

but neither did i expect he would come up to me and say hi~
i think he wanna give me a heart attack so i would disappear =.=
then he shaked my hand but did not tell me his name.
and of course,
in such a 'critical' situation ,
i can't possibly tell him my name too.

then his friends and him went outside and smoked for a while.
can't help looking at him :after that he came in and looked at at what my cousin was playing.

since he looked so into that game,
i played the game too.
then his stupid skinny friend told me (in mandarin),
" Don't be so childish la~"
thank god HW came to my rescue.
he scolded that guy in cantonese with mandarin,
" Stupid , it's not childish la, it's cute and innocent "

Though he has all what a bad boy should have,
( pierced ears, rings on his fingers, coloured hair, smoke, ride motorbike)
but he doesn't and TOTALLY don't behave like one.
he's kind and nice.

but yesterday,
my friend, Winn (he's a guy=.=) was celebrating his friend's birthday with his friends outside .
there was a couple of girls around.
and i caught him looking at them and combed his hair.
WTFFFFFFFF.

after that, he ride his motorbike and went home,
claiming he want to settle some personal matters.
maybe he's a womanizer.
maybe he likes to flirt with girls.
maybe he have a lot of girlfriends.
and i'm jealous =x

oh , the fact is that i'm VERY VERY jealous!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

oh my GOD.
i can't believe i saw him, after so many days of his disappearance.
sigh..
when i saw him..
and he saw me..
it was like. oh my GOD!
we met again.
he has changed so much ..

we know each other..
but dont really talk..
he knows i like him..
last time he used to play online games with me.
and we killed a lot of people :]

alright ,
people changed..
so do i.
memories are memories.
they can't help to keep things together forever.

this totally SUCKS.