Omg, first day of school.
I felt so weird to be back in school again.
I guess it's normal yahh?

Today, just talked on the phone with him.
He sounded really hurt and sad.
Sob T_T
I just told him to cheer up and I'll be there whenever he needs someone to be there for him.
When he felt better, I said goodbye and we hung up.
Zzzz.. I wonder when is he going to stop worrying..

Maybe, one day ..
When he trust me COMPLETELY....

oh my GAWD :O
Look at my nails!


They're so long and yellowish!
Smoke too much lor.. Hmm..

I think is the nail polish's fault >:(
Because my nails was coated with hot pink nail polish one month ago,
and I left it there until now..

Now it's so yellow.
Thanks to the nail polish!
Grrr >:(

But I like my nails length ..
BUT! two minutes ago i just had them cut short.
My nails look bald now.
I just wish the holiday would come soon..

Then I can leave my nails long..
And I can get to see him too.. <3

I'm sorry I made you suffer on New Year's Eve.
I'm sorry for not being there for you.
i'm sorry I didn't made you happy.
I'm sorry for causing you to be so lonely..

I'm SORRY!

I promise you that I'll make up to you if I have the chance to..
I promise.