Seriously, I don't know how the shit I got into public speaking. I can neither speak nor deal with talking to a big crowd of people whom I don't know..

I think ive really got stage fright or something.. When I talk I was literally tremblig over there because it was like so freaking sudden! What the shit, and everyone in the class could speak so freaking damn well with confidence!

Don't you have to prepare your speech or something?

I'm not good with dealing crowds , I'm very sure by now.


Anyway school has just started for me, so yeah, it's gonna be hell of a busy semester, with projects and many stuffs coming up.. I can't imagine I'm going to be busy with projects again wtf. I wanna go back to Malaysiaaaa. Singapore is too much for a girl like me to handle.

Halloween's coming up so let's hope there'll be somethig exciing coming up over the weekends :)


Kkzxz anyway I'm blogging straight from the itouch. It's freaking intensive for me to type that long, when my fingers can barely type out the correct letters. (sorry, i'm kinda new to this)

Sometimes it just sucks to know that things aren't the same anymore and you can't do anything about it..

I wish things were still the same.

Once most people get to experience new stuffs and meet more new fun loving people, they will tend to forget their old friends..


I know I shouldn't be saying all this, but honestly it's really sad to know that everyone, who used to be so close in the past, feels awkward with one another and don't even talk anymore.


Maybe it's true that it was secondary school that bonded us so closely, and ever since we left secondary school, everyone somehow started to drift from one another.

I miss my ex classmates :'(
Big time.

Yesterday, I went Chompchomp with Jeslyn and Weifeng! :)
Seriously, the food was sooooooooooooooo damn good there, and not to forget, the durian mousse at Dessert Bowl. No words can express how I felt the moment I tasted the durian mousse.

You guys gotta go!!

When you enter the shop, Dessert Bowl, the smell of durian instantly hit you! Goshhhhh. Gotta upload the photos here when Jeslyn upload it on Facebook! :)



Anyway, this holiday has been by far, the most boring one in my whole entire life because usually, I'd be in Malaysia -_- So yeah, can't believe I'm stuck in Singapore doing the same thing almost everyday.


I haven't even achieved anything yet. Usually I'd set a goal to study this and that, but this holiday, I have no direction nor goal to work towards to.



Think I'm getting fatter but I. DON'T. CARE.



I just don't wanna turn into the next "Britney Spears"


Obviously the photo is photoshopped -_-