Mother nature gave us girls one of the best gifts - intuition. The ability to sense something is wrong or amiss and 70% of the time we're always right about it.
Amidst this lovey dovey honeymoon period I'm going through, my intuition tells me otherwise. Though he always reassures me that everything is fine , there is still a little doubt in everything he says. I feel like I'm defying my own intuition... I've been suppressing my own emotions and the urge to clear things up because I know this will definitely threaten our relationship. It's not the right thing to do, but our relationship is still shaky and there's still a lot more balancing to do.
Hopefully the feeling will wear off soon, I hate what I'm feeling, I really don't wanna be suspicious and doubtful about this whole thing. Sigh
Suddenly, the feeling is back......
During that period when I was still working at BBC, I used to love to stand at the coffee bar area so I could see his tattoo-ed hands and his wristlet, skilfully cutting up carrots or either preparing dishes. The sight of it made me feel so so so attracted to him. The feeling cannot be described..
Since I quit BBC, I kinda forgot how it feels like, from the very first time I saw him, and those times when I'd just stand there and get all distracted by his presence. However that day when I went to look for him, I had to wait a while more for him to knock off. As I stood at the coffee bar talking to Janice, I looked in and I saw his hands.. The feeling came back. My heart started to pump really fast, and there were suddenly butterflies in my stomach again. The warm fuzzy feeling was taking all over me.. It made me realise how much I miss working at BBC (with my previous colleagues: Hil, Ezan, Mel, Khai, Arfian) and because of BBC, I learned so many things, I got to meet so many wonderful people, and of course, him. It also made me realise that I fell for him was because he was so sexy in the kitchen. HAHAHAHAHA. Joking. It was the thrill.. I remembered we used to peck at the back when no one was looking. So much excitement. Damn.
I can never be thankful enough, thank you fate
Went Zirca the other day with Breasty and Benbok. Supposedly Gina, Jiale, Virgil, Weiyang and Matthew were supposed to come but they pangseh us last min :(
So yup..
The crowd was small that night, but nevertheless, Eddy was right. The ratio of guys that night was more than the ratio of girls, considering that it was LADIES night. -_- Haha.
Oooh, and I saw Sheila there! She gave us 6 free drinks coupon because she said she's there to chill. Haha ~_~
Anyway, that night was considered quite scary, because there were MANY things approaching us.. There was this super duper ugly one who think he is super cool and handsome just kept coming near us. I'm sorry, but I JUST HAD TO SCOLD HIM OFF.
"Can you please stay away from us?"
"What? I'm just dancing here"
"Oh dance until from there til here ah?"
Tsk.........
I really need to FIX MY HAIR COLOUR. Wtf look at the black roots fucking ugly!!!!
Had a crazy nightt.. Our feet hurt like MAD, I swear literally like MAD after 5 hours of continuous grooving and mooving on the dance floor, haha.
Anyway Jiale's birthday chalet was on a Monday, 9th at Downtown chalet :)
Haven't met this precious girl of mine since a year ago?! I'm so glad she finished her A levels!!! :) In fact, all my friends who have finished their A's!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 19TH BABY! I owe you a present :p
:)
I am so glad I met up with so many of my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE IS GOOD!
I miss hilary pang, the bbc people, and ken too :(
