Hello people, I'm really touched okay!!!!!!


Thank you for showing concern.... I really appreciate that a lot.




Finally, I know what's bothering me so much.

It's not that he's got another girl in his life.. (Okay, that kinda hurts me)


It's because I know that we're already impossible.
We've been together for a month and I thought we'd actually lasted forever.
(We'd try)

But now that I know you've gone back to your ex-girlfriend..........

Knowing you, you'll probably stick with her for some time and quarrel with her again.




No matter how much I love you, I know it's impossible to accept you back into my life, because for sure, I know that you'll go back to some whore again..

THAT's the reason why I'm upset ba.



I spoke to my tuition teacher..

But of course, I did not say it was me.
I told her it was my friend and what would she do..


"I'm sure your friend will do badly for this semester.. but in a few days' time, I'm sure she'll be alright. That guy doesn't sound very good but I've got a feeling that he'll come back to her soon, WHICH........ is a bad thing."


Okay, she's pretty experienced so I have no comment on that.

I think she know that 'friend' is me.



Nevermind, today I went DTE with Thadsha, Jiale, ChingHsia, Yan mae and Gina to the foodcourt and we ate over there.

I didn't eat.


I didn't eat BECAUSE I wanted to go home and eat.
Not because I'm depressed.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :P


Went to Cheers with Thadsha and I bought a nice looking chocolate snack!!!!!!!
Plus that Fruit tree apple juice with aloe vera.

Superb.

But I lost track of time and ended up going home at 3.40pm when my tuition was starting at 3.30pm!!!!!!


Nevermind, my tuition teacher's understanding :)



Anyway, I'm feeling better.
A lot a lot better compared to 28 April 2008.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY, I'M GOING TO BE HAPPY.






The hello kitty figurine on top of my fork went missing,
so Detective Gladys will go and investigate the case of the missing Hello Kitty figurine now!

Hehe.


THADSHA-breasty you owe me something for cancelling today's plan okay okay okay =)



SHALL I EAT SOMETHING?

Mum just stuffed me with apple and my stomach is super full la.



I've decided to be........ happy now.
Optimistic.

That's what Gladys is good at, right? =)


Okay, I'm going to find my Hello Kitty figurine now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, yes I'm feeling pretty down nowadays.

Why does it have to happen everything before examinations?


I'll be so goddamn sensitive if I'm down.
I'm feeling so awkward.
Hate it hate it hate it.


Whatever it is, I think I really really need a break from everything.
I want to go Malaysia and enjoy my life to the fullest and then, come back to Singapore.

Only then I will be happy, I guess.


I don't know why I'm feeling so fucked up now, BUT most probably it's just the stress from all the MYExaminations.

I don't know what the world's up to nowadays.

As what I just said, it's just stresss!!!!



Anyway, my brother received two MMS from my aunt and here it is!

Okay, after watching some videos sent by my friend I feel so happy now!!!!!!


My brother and I laughed our ass off after watching the "ten ten ten" Japanese video!!!

SUPER FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! =)





Anyway yesterday after our MT paper 1, I went to the library with Charmaine and waited for Jiawen to finish her Maths Supplementary.

THADSHA'S EXAM STARTED AT 3PM SO LATE!


Jiawen came out then we took the bus to Whitesands and ate our lunch at Burger King.


Yup, then walked around and buy a pink hair stick at Ayies.
There're pencils sticks but it cost around $4.90 each lor!

Then went to Kopitiam and Jiawen started doodling and sleeping.


HEHE, then breasty called me but my battery died!
Grrrrrrrrrrrr.



Last night, I had a really bad sore throat so Mum decided that it was really time to see the doctor.

And today, I didn't go for the SS supplementary because I went to see the doctor!
(Haha, its true la Zena and Danette!)


THERE WERE SO MANY HELLO KITTY STUFFS OKAY!!!!!!



I bought Hello Kitty tissues, a pouch and a water bottle.
Super cheap.

Mum came back and brought back French Fries lor!!!!!

When my brother wasn't looking, I grabbed a few french fries..
(Okay, not a few, but A LOT)

Anyway, I think I got pretty carried away today so I HAVE TO START REVISING TOMORROW!


Okay, I love everyone.

And as for him................
I do not want to make any comments.


What I really need now, is a goodnight rest.


Seriously.


"When one is feeling down, they really need support from their friends. But somehow instead of supporting................ Nevermind."

Update:

Funny funny funny =)

Dear Ah Beng,

I just entered NS and all my bunk mates disturb me because I brought my bear-bear with me to camp! Very shyful, I know, but I cannot sleep without bear-bear! How do I get to stop them from calling me an Ah Quah?

Cuddles

Dear Cuddles,

Easy. You must talk more and more to bear-bear, and try not to blink when you do. Also, keep muttering things to yourself like, "Bear-bear, if anyone comes between me and you, I will rip out their lum par with my teeth. And then I will drink their family's blood." Definitely also start doing things like howling at the moon and writing "666" on your forehead in Kiwi. Soon, your bunk mates won't be calling you an Ah Quah anymore. They may be calling you a psycho fuck, but what the hell, maybe you'll even be downgraded for it!

Ah Beng

I feel like giving up.







I'm sick.

I'm irritated.

I'm unhappy.

I'm angry.

I'm upset.

I'm sad.


Do you know how I feel now?

No you don't.

Apparently, no one does.



It's not just about this.
It's also about that, and that and that that that that that.


Whatever.

I'm just sad.

Sigh.

YES YES YES YES YES YES!




I'm super tired and super super tired of being the only girl on Mum's side.
(Fine, I'm not really the only girl. I'm the second but the first is like... 21 years old?)

And other than the first one, I'm the only girl already.

It's super boring to play with Barbie Dolls...


SO I'VE DECIDED TO DONATE ALL MY BARBIE DOLLS TO MY BABY COUSIN!


Oh yes oh yes!
My aunt, whose my best-est friend in Malaysia just gave birth an hour ago!

I wish I was there for her la...

She's an indian girl..
And she's super funny and friendly la!

So cool to have an indian aunt right? =)


Before I left Malaysia, I promised her I will go shopping with her the next time I return!
For baby clothes... For nice nice tops laa!



After blabbering for so long, you might be wondering

I'm happy to tell you that he/she's a....................................................












I'll give her a call again later.

In malaysia, she was pretty nervous about her baby..
And of course, the pain of giving birth.

I asked her if it was too painful, she should just go for operation.
Why torture yourself when you've got such advanced technology now?


And yes, the previous 1 hour she was having an operation because it was so painful that she couldn't take it anymore.


Haha, I hope it's a boy.
-cross finger-

But Mum insisted it's a girl.


AND SHE'LL BE SO DAMN PRETTY LA BECAUSE SHE'S GOING TO BE MIXED!!
Not fair.

She'll have a UGLY cousin (me) and I'll feel so.......... ugly beside her.


BUT WE WILL BABY PINK CLOTHES FOR THE BABY OKAY OKAY!



YAY!

Anyway after treating Thadsha to a subway cookie, she finally decided to go to the new Downtown East shopping mall with me!

Not fair lor..

When other people already go and see it when you haven't seen it..
So paiseh you know!


Anyway, new shops are opening soon!!!!!!


Coffee Bean, New york New york, Old Chang Kee, Ferris wheel and many many more!


Shops that are open : Donut shop, Cinema, Ntuc, Sausage something something etc.

ONE GOOD NEWS:
I got full marks for my MATHS retest : Coordinate Geometry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a 13/18 for my Maths Equations.

ONE BAD NEWS:
It's been 36 hours. THIRTY SIX HOURS.
Not there to share my happiness.
If he's here, he will be so proud of me.
But why did it turn out this way?