I feel like giving up.







I'm sick.

I'm irritated.

I'm unhappy.

I'm angry.

I'm upset.

I'm sad.


Do you know how I feel now?

No you don't.

Apparently, no one does.



It's not just about this.
It's also about that, and that and that that that that that.


Whatever.

I'm just sad.

Sigh.

YES YES YES YES YES YES!




I'm super tired and super super tired of being the only girl on Mum's side.
(Fine, I'm not really the only girl. I'm the second but the first is like... 21 years old?)

And other than the first one, I'm the only girl already.

It's super boring to play with Barbie Dolls...


SO I'VE DECIDED TO DONATE ALL MY BARBIE DOLLS TO MY BABY COUSIN!


Oh yes oh yes!
My aunt, whose my best-est friend in Malaysia just gave birth an hour ago!

I wish I was there for her la...

She's an indian girl..
And she's super funny and friendly la!

So cool to have an indian aunt right? =)


Before I left Malaysia, I promised her I will go shopping with her the next time I return!
For baby clothes... For nice nice tops laa!



After blabbering for so long, you might be wondering

I'm happy to tell you that he/she's a....................................................












I'll give her a call again later.

In malaysia, she was pretty nervous about her baby..
And of course, the pain of giving birth.

I asked her if it was too painful, she should just go for operation.
Why torture yourself when you've got such advanced technology now?


And yes, the previous 1 hour she was having an operation because it was so painful that she couldn't take it anymore.


Haha, I hope it's a boy.
-cross finger-

But Mum insisted it's a girl.


AND SHE'LL BE SO DAMN PRETTY LA BECAUSE SHE'S GOING TO BE MIXED!!
Not fair.

She'll have a UGLY cousin (me) and I'll feel so.......... ugly beside her.


BUT WE WILL BABY PINK CLOTHES FOR THE BABY OKAY OKAY!



YAY!

Anyway after treating Thadsha to a subway cookie, she finally decided to go to the new Downtown East shopping mall with me!

Not fair lor..

When other people already go and see it when you haven't seen it..
So paiseh you know!


Anyway, new shops are opening soon!!!!!!


Coffee Bean, New york New york, Old Chang Kee, Ferris wheel and many many more!


Shops that are open : Donut shop, Cinema, Ntuc, Sausage something something etc.

ONE GOOD NEWS:
I got full marks for my MATHS retest : Coordinate Geometry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a 13/18 for my Maths Equations.

ONE BAD NEWS:
It's been 36 hours. THIRTY SIX HOURS.
Not there to share my happiness.
If he's here, he will be so proud of me.
But why did it turn out this way?

I don't know what the hell happened, but my tongue's been hurting since last Friday!!!!!!


I can't even concentrate on my studies because of that stinging pain that I have to endure everyday.
I CAN'T EVEN SPEAK PROPERLY!!!!!!!

I looked into the mirror and ya la...
the flesh is actually loose at the tip of my tongue :(

How long do I have to wait for it to heal??!!


Can't even eat simple things such as....... FRENCH FRIES?

FUCKKKKK OKAY.


Hehe, anyway I made a new blogskin.
It's not very nice anyway, THANKS TO MY TONGUE!
Great, I've got a new reason why I'm unable to do things now hehehehe =)

Okay, whatever la.

Serena and Dan (Gossip Girl) are in it which is why I like this skin!


Colours may not be to your liking but as long as I like it, who cares?!

Except that I don't really like the green. Hahahaha.




Today was crazy LAA!

Thadsha and I went Downtown East and I DROPPED THE DOUBLE CHOCOLATE COOKIE SHE BOUGHT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the end, she helped me to pick up and luckily, it's still clean!
Anyway, it's $1.10 for it..

Can buy........ SO MANY THINGS WITH ONE DOLLAR AND TEN CENTS RIGHT?!


For example buy a hair clip, a drink, hair clip, rubber band, 3 nuggets, blah blah blah.



Okayy. So I'm going to revise for my upcoming mid-year exams now...