I don't usually blog that LATE in the weekdays but I just feel a need to...

I've been feeling so crappy inside these few days, just can't vent my unhappiness anywhere.
I don't want to be a wet blanket or so.

I just feel so down. Argh.

Is there anything that can make you happy?
I don't know what to say to make it better
Seeing you like this, down and hurt so badly
When you have been so kept together

What's this?
All this time I thought you didn't need me
Now I've gone from you and now you tell me

You're in love, but that's not what it was
All those times that passed by with no signs
And now you're telling me
You miss me, boy why couldn't I see?
And my heart don't agree with what you're telling me

You were nonchalant, strong, and unaffected
And you never wanted me to be there
I never saw your heart, that's how close you kept it
So right now I'm so unsure how to care

What's this?
All this time I thought you didn't need me
Now I've gone from you and now you tell me

No attention was given
No affection from you to heal the hurt
I was hoping
I was wishing
Just to listen and to hear those words

You're in love, but that's not what it was
All those times that passed by with no signs
And now you're telling me
You miss me, boy why couldn't I see?
And my heart don't agree with what you're telling me

And yeah, that's what I'm feeling right now.


Okay, I like this phrase.




EOY's coming and that's the reason why I'm feeling so down. (maybe..... not.)

There's so many things I've to revise.
Chemistry, Geography, Maths.


And these days, I've been staying up pretty late to prepare for the upcoming examinations.

Ahhhhh, stresss!!!!!!!

I keep thinking that today's a Friday.

Oh well, tomorrow is!
Hehe, I failed to follow my time-table and that was expected :P

Anyway, cheer up Gina!! :D



Today, I realised I haven't been out to shopping with my baby darling friends for quite awhile.

SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS CALL ME OUT!
(after exams, duh)



And yes, my beloved cousin tagged on my tagboard, I MISS HER TOO!
It's been quite sometime since we last saw each other.


Anyway, while Thadsha and I were buying food at the interchange, the auntie asked me whether I wanted 'la jiao', which is chilli in chinese.

SHE MISTAKEN IT AS LANJIAO. (cock in hokkien)

Arghhhhh, super funny hehe :)



And that retarded Weifeng always laugh and lie on the floor when I use my stapler and shoot at him.

Ok, that's all.

I'm very sleepy.


Since there's no school tomorrow..

Oops, there is.
Arghhh!!!!

I'm sick, tired yet restless!


I don't know.
It's like wanting to sleep but don't want to sleep!

I'm feeling very sick as..........


1) The weather's been cold these days
2) I just walked in the rain this morning
3) I'm having a terrible flu
4) I just don't want to attend school
5) ......... I don't know


School's been super crazy these days, especially with the two retarded guys - Leon and Shaun!!!!



Yesterday, Leon took out his wallet and pretended to call his mediacorp artiste manager.

" Hello? Oh yes. I would like to put Thadshayiniy into the beauty contest.. WHAT?! Fuck nabeh.. The theme is fruits?! Oh man.. Yes yes.. We have already made the preparations.. Oh yes! OMG WE GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!! Huh, what condition?? WHAT! WEAR DURIANS AS THE BRA?! Okay sure no problem.. "



Shaun was talking in all kinds of accents - Spanish, Bangla, Japanese, China
He even demonstrated to us in these accents by reading the snacks stall menu, LOL.

Today, Thadshayiniy and I went to her house (AGAIN :P) and wanted to make video lor..
But in the end, there was no time so we had to take the bus and go home while she went tuition.




On the bus, we saw this VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SCARY-LOOKING bangla with side parting and his hair was like, chopped off somehow.


We couldn't help laughing, hehe.
(IT'S NORMAL :D)


Haizzz, I miss going out with her and have fun lor.

Nowadays she's got to go back home fast, and told me that she can't go out with me that often because of her curfew and etc.

We wrote letters during chemistry class again and I was sooooooooo &*%$@!?! sad okay :(




TALKING ABOUT CHOPPED HAIR, I'm starting to hate my hair can!!!!!

Today, I saw this girl with very beautiful and nice hair.
All natural, not permed, not rebonded.


I'm SO going to wash my hair back to my natural one.
I think I'm sick of my permed hair.

Argh.


Think I'll be changing my layout soon, so yep :)

I did not pass my Chemistry paper, die die die.
Fuck fuck fuck.

Friday's POA common test, stress stress stress.

TOMORROW'S ORAL EXAMINATION.
FUCK.


OMG, I NEED TO GO SHEE SHEE* NOW, BYEEEEEEE!

Since I haven't been really updating, I shall update with a new song (that's currently top on my playlist) and some photos I took yesterday!!!!


I will update the photos that were taken at Thadsha sometime ;P



Ths song is Hollywood's not America by Ferras!!!!
(It's freaking nice!)


For some of my poor classmates, they've heard me singing to myself..
Oops, I hope I didn't hurt their eardrums. LOL.






Now, the photos!


Haha, but don't expect anything girly/bitchy, because the photos I took are all about the sunset.

But but but then, the sunset yesterday was exceptionally beautiful!!!!!!

Alright, I guess that's all.


I HAVE GOT SCIENCE COMMON TEST TOMORROW!!!!
And I revised :D

I walked under the stars that used to shine on me,
that used to make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world
but it seemed that tonight,
the stars aren't shining on me anymore

they gave me hope and
took it back again
and now
helpless is all i can feel

don't try to fix me
because it takes time to heal the wound

every teardrop
helps to mend the broken heart
all i can do now
is to embrace the happy memories

and let the tears flow

-gladys,

I walked for 30 minutes from Loyang Point to my house.

A great way to exercise and a good time to sort out my thinking while looking at the stars.

=)




School's fabulous.

AND I'M RUSHING MY HOMEWORK NOW!!!!!!



I wanna go out :(



It's been long since I went on a crazy outing with my dear friends!
But, AFTER EXAMS! :D

HELLO.

I know that I promised to update on Friday, but I was simply too tired to do so!!!!!!!!

After my last and final exam, THADSHA AND I ARE FINALLY FREEE!


We rushed out of the school and promised to meet each other.
Hehe, in the end I went to play Habbo for a brief 15 minutes and as expected, I was late. (AGAIN)


CAN'T HELP IT!
I have so many lovely people in HABBO OKAY!

Anyway, ADD ME IN HABBO : sugarified-x

Oops, back to Friday.
Thadsha and I met up at Bedok interchange but I had to sheeshee* so badly!!!

*My definition of urinating

So we went to the smelly and rotting toilet while I forced myself not to suck in the bacteria-ed air.


Okay la, then we took the MRT when all the unpleasant things started coming in.
(BANGALAS LA)

We reached Novena MRT station and of course, YAN MAE the birthday girl and Gina were already there! (They're always super early btw)
Or are we the ones who are always late?


Apparently, she didn't know how to go to the place because she found it while surfing the internet.

SOOOOO, we had to walk a long long way.




Finally, we reached our destination :D

The restaurant we went to was called GLOBE TROTTERS.

At first, I thought the restaurant's name sounded kinda weird, but nevertheless the food was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, you can trust me. BECAUSE I LOVE EATING.


Warning: Nobody should be disturbing when I'm eating.

I ordered the something something with sausage, prawn pasta (FUCKING NICE), Chocolate ecstasy and Coke!

Appetizer :






Lol, after 15 mins of persuasion, she finally put down the phone and chopped the cake with pleasure.

Of course,the cake was yummy!
(Even though there wasn't much taste)

But I like the sweetness in the mouth.
Okay la, I anything also like. HAHAHAHA.


Suddenly, Jiawen shrieked, "OMG, ESPRIT IS HAVING A 20% DISCOUNT!!!!!!!"


This is a must, because Esprit's got the best looking tops ever.
And I've got quite a number of clothes from Esprit :D

Halfway walking to Esprit (About 1cm), Thadsha wanted to go to the toilet, so I followed her.

Suddenly, she grabbed me and say "DO YOU KNOW WHAT WE SHOULD DO NOW?!"

"YES!"




CAMWHORING TIME.




Haha, I didn't camwhore much, because I LOOK SO (*&@$*(#& IN THAT TOP OKAY.
Make me look so fat :(

Okay fine, I'm always fat.
BUT I LOST 2KG OKAY!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!


We came out of the toilet and THERE WAS THIS BEAUTIFUL FURNITURE SHOP THAT WAS SELLING BEAUTIFUL PINK PRINCESS FURNITURES !

But there was a sign that was saying "NO CAMERAS".
If I could take pictures, I'd have let you guys see okay!!!!

Anyway, Jiawen and I rushed to the Esprit sales and we tried on many many tops.


My favourites:




GUESS WHICH ONE I BOUGHT?! ;D

Of course, I BOUGHT THE FIRST ONE!
The most gorgeous one la!

Okay, I like the 3rd one a lot too...
BUT the price is gorgeous too. (S$79.90)

The second one was a translucent one.....
SO OF COURSE, if I bought that I'll not be able to wear any dark coloured bras or whatever shit.


Jiawen bought a pretty white jacket and we walked away happily.
HAHA, she was busy counting how much I owe her.
(I WILL PAY BACK ONE, LOL)

We went to Plaza Singapura and had our dinner over there.
Played lan games after that -.-

That's for boys....
BUT WE WANTED TO PLAY HABBO, RIGHT JIAWEN? :)

It was really a tiring day, BUT FUN OKAY!

OH and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG YAN MAE!


Monday (Mama's day :D)

I went to my grandma's house and order 933.

THE BREAD IS SUPER NICE LOR.

It's fucking big, and when u open the bread, there's a packet of curry inside.
I've got to say that I'm not a big fan of curry, but that one really made me go,

Guess what?

I think I'll flunk my maths paper.


I DID NOT DO 5 QUESTIONS OKAY!
I'm really slow la....

5 x 5 = 25 marks

80 - 25 - 20 (dont know how to do) = 35?!

I can't imagine myself getting 35!!



Okay, maybe some sarcastic people might say, "Why not?"

It's impossible because I DID STUDY, BITCH.


Besides, I studied with my tuition teacher =)




Right now, Thadsha and I are chatting on MSN!!

Thadsha: we need to save up to frighten ourselves for this YEar halloween!!!
Me: Pls wear something scary this year I want to win the best costume prize!!!
Thadsha: OOOOoooOO I dress like a vampire!
-think think-
Thadsha: Hmm don't want la. Later my handphone flooded with guys' numbers!
Me: -Reading and typing-


HAHAHAHA!



Anyway, we're going to Ngee Ann Polytechnic sooooooon!

To go for the Amazing Race I think..
HAHA, ANYONE INTERESTED?!
(Those from POA only)

Interested, please tell me!!!

1 vacancy left.


It'll be fun!

We'll be going to the Empress Palace and get nuggets of informations!

You know what I mean!!
We'll become princesses and get to eat nuggets!!!!!

Oh ya, did you know that
NUGGETS are made from CARDBOARDS?

That was what Sandy told me.

Hey, even if it's cardboard, IT TASTE NICE!!


Oops, don't tell me your name already for the POA amazing race already!
Because Weifeng just took it =)


I LOVE POA!

Even though I don't listen to what teacher's saying.
It's the T-accounts that I enjoy doing.



Today, I brought the pink pencil case Mum gave me.
It wasn't exactly a pencil case... It was a handbag.

But I used it as my pencil case.

BUT STILL NOT ENOUGH TO FIT MY STATIONERIES!

Actually..... IT'S FROM KFC!!!
Hahahaha.

I told Thadsha if anyone asked about it, it'll of course be Louis Vuitton brand laa!

LOL, Ms Lim commented it was a nice pencil case and I ALMOST BLURTED OUT THAT IT WAS FROM KFC!

Okay, as you all know I HATE KFC and I swore that I'd not eat KFC anymore, but actually last year in Malaysia, I did.............

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
I did not eat the chicken.

I just ate the delicious mashed potato!
(I can't resist the smell of the mashed potato...)

And the cheese fries of course.

Other than that, NOTHING ASSOCIATED TO CHICKENS eg. chicken armpit, chicken baktok or whatever so.



After our maths paper, Thadsha, Jiawen, Sandy, Charlene and I went to DTE to eat our lunch!

We went to MacDonalds and indeed, we HAD A REALLY HARD TIME choosing what to eat.

Me: I want to eat French Fries.....
-Jiawen queue up-
-Thadsha look at menu-
Me: Hmm, I wonder if there's student meals.
Jiawen: Come order!!
-Thadsha still thinking and waiting-
Jiawen: I want... shit. I want to eat chicken rice.
Me: I feel like eating cowboy noodle milk soup..
Thadsha: Huh?? Come Macdonalds for 15 mins then decide to eat chicken rice??


That's when Sandy start to talk about the nuggets and cardboards as this woman asked us, "ARE U GUYS QUEUING UP?!"


LOL!

So in the end, we ate at the foodcourt and I bought Ipoh hor fun!!!!!!!!


YUMMY OKAY!
I miss Malaysia :(

But I love Singapore!!


Okay, I want to eat mango jelly now!
Mummy bought so many cups of jellies! =)

YES YES YES YES YES YES!




I'm super tired and super super tired of being the only girl on Mum's side.
(Fine, I'm not really the only girl. I'm the second but the first is like... 21 years old?)

And other than the first one, I'm the only girl already.

It's super boring to play with Barbie Dolls...


SO I'VE DECIDED TO DONATE ALL MY BARBIE DOLLS TO MY BABY COUSIN!


Oh yes oh yes!
My aunt, whose my best-est friend in Malaysia just gave birth an hour ago!

I wish I was there for her la...

She's an indian girl..
And she's super funny and friendly la!

So cool to have an indian aunt right? =)


Before I left Malaysia, I promised her I will go shopping with her the next time I return!
For baby clothes... For nice nice tops laa!



After blabbering for so long, you might be wondering

I'm happy to tell you that he/she's a....................................................












I'll give her a call again later.

In malaysia, she was pretty nervous about her baby..
And of course, the pain of giving birth.

I asked her if it was too painful, she should just go for operation.
Why torture yourself when you've got such advanced technology now?


And yes, the previous 1 hour she was having an operation because it was so painful that she couldn't take it anymore.


Haha, I hope it's a boy.
-cross finger-

But Mum insisted it's a girl.


AND SHE'LL BE SO DAMN PRETTY LA BECAUSE SHE'S GOING TO BE MIXED!!
Not fair.

She'll have a UGLY cousin (me) and I'll feel so.......... ugly beside her.


BUT WE WILL BABY PINK CLOTHES FOR THE BABY OKAY OKAY!



YAY!

Anyway after treating Thadsha to a subway cookie, she finally decided to go to the new Downtown East shopping mall with me!

Not fair lor..

When other people already go and see it when you haven't seen it..
So paiseh you know!


Anyway, new shops are opening soon!!!!!!


Coffee Bean, New york New york, Old Chang Kee, Ferris wheel and many many more!


Shops that are open : Donut shop, Cinema, Ntuc, Sausage something something etc.

ONE GOOD NEWS:
I got full marks for my MATHS retest : Coordinate Geometry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a 13/18 for my Maths Equations.

ONE BAD NEWS:
It's been 36 hours. THIRTY SIX HOURS.
Not there to share my happiness.
If he's here, he will be so proud of me.
But why did it turn out this way?

What's up with everyone nowadays? Why are so many unhappy events happening this week?



It's been a pretty stressful week, yes with all the tests and everything.
With mid-year coming and all.

BUT PEOPLE, cheer up okay!!!!!
After mid-year, everything will be totally fine =)

Today's Maths test didn't really turn out well.

I think I'll flunk this Maths test...... :(

ARGH!!!!!


Luckily, after the paper I went to TM with thadshanehneh despite the bad weather.
A getaway from all those stress!

We ate at Burger King and then went to BHG to get my Escada Moonlight sparkle perfume sample!

Super small la.......

I think use one drop then finish already lor...
(Okay not that exaggerating, but it's like.... I don't know but I know that it's just small!!!!!)


Anyway while we were eating our yumyum burgers, we started asking each other riddles.

Me: "What kind of door cannot be opened??"
Thadshanehneh: "Er......."
Me: "Hehehehehehehee, the answer is doll!!!!!!"
Thadshanehneh: -Give camel face-

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER FUNNY OK THE CAMEL FACE!!!!!

Her head will tilt down and her eyes will be like that >> =.=




Then it was her turn to shoot me with a riddle:

Thadshanehneh: "What kind of room you cannot go inside one??"
Me: "Er..... bathroom??"
Thadshanehneh: "That one can la!!"
Me: "Hmmmmm..... I KNOW!!! IT'S HOTEL ROOM!!!!!"
Thadshanehneh: -Give camel face-
Me: "Okokok I give up"
Thadshanehneh"Mushroom"
Me: -Give fuckface- >> -.-

Haha, alright.

Have a great weekend ahead everyone!



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